Sunday, October 16, 2011

Roller_Coaster

UP & DOWN
We cant predict what happen next.
even jz in a blink of eye..
everything happened so FAST and i could not even can cope it up with my mood.
my feelingz.
my sad + sarrow.
my happiness.
my stress.
my relief..


1st will be the FAREWELL for my BEZ BUDDY- SAM
he's back from aussie..but goin to leave for a year.[tht's really a long period!]
dilemma faced & yet gonna made up his mind!
Dine in at "CHILLI"
all the best!
"Jia You" is the most powerful words i can say!
NO matter wt,do wht u love & love wt u do..


2nd will be the forever gone grandma.[if u catching up my bloggie,u'll know wt happen.]
sad cz she's GONE forever;relief cz she finally escape frm the suffer sea.
pray hard tht she could feel the peace & happiness in the seventh heaven.
NO more painful.
NO more coughing.
NO more complaning.
i'll pray for you, may ya RIP.
the LAST PIC of mii&her.
"you're kind when alive,so u do deserved better life out thr!dun afraid in a strange place,cz we know u r tough!"
thank you.
the fact is tearing mii apart BUT sincerely gonna thanks to all my friend who r supporting mii alw.
for who came to funeral,thanks to ur precious time & the LAST respect u show to her.
she can feels tht..[i believe!]
.:may GOD bless us:.


3rd will be ADELINE's birthday.
things happened too sudden abt the death but we still following the plan on the nite.
it was not meant to be enjoy but jz wanna relax.[NOT a celebration,k!]
PS: we can't celebrate own bday since grandma is gone as in tradition wayz.
sing all nite long & buffet-ing during the nite with sisters !!!!
as the pic below:- mii , NIKO , NINI , ADELINE & TIAN.
PK is lucky enuf to hv NIKO with her during her bday this year again.^^
5 OF US.

4th will be a story frm my beloved sister--MONEEY.
losing someone u love is HURT,but seriously..nothing is more important than own life.
crying is normal but we gonna see :DO the person worth our tears?
alto i cant help much in her case ,i do sincerely wish her could recover asap.
!@#$%^ to those who hurts my love wan.
NO one deserve to be ur boyfren unless his love towards u is more than i DO!!*mlm*
every relationship is a lesson.

Next will be a little changes on my own.
I learn to ♥LOVE myself more:"yes,i do!"
LOVE ourselves alw.
KINKI did it for mii..[my pleasure!]
she's freaking HAWT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*nose bleeding*
SEXY kinki..X_X

"Belief" for NIKO 
she says: if u believe in faith den it's ur belief..if u think theres a lie in belief den change our life with our hands...
"Memories" for TIAN.
nice caption!!=))
on their hand![cool]


Grandma's death brought up many things in my life.
her picture.
her smile .
her cough.
her smell.
[i still cant stand it!]
*wipe tears*
"Thanks" is the only word i can say to you all .
appreciated tht i was not alone during my tough time.
i was OFF for a week & this week really a unique time for mii to see tru many stuff ard mii.
a gud test!yes,really a gud wan..
answer is alw beside us,jz depends on how u look at it..
we can hide but we cant pretend for a long time.

"ALL THE BEST  " to my dear NIKO who will be leaving soon..
c ya next year!*wink*

3 comments:

  1. Yalo. Life's like roller coaster.
    Within how long those all happened to you?
    By the way, may your grandma rest in peace and may your beloved sis recovers soon.

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  2. thanks,luporti..avthing happen within one week..
    i was in a roller coaster & gonna rest well after all..^^

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  3. That's really a big roller coaster, hope everything will go better soon.

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