Sunday, April 3, 2011

我是好人

"i ain't kind.."




請記得,我不是個好人。

好人都是被架上去的
一旦架上去就下不來了,所以就只能一直當好人。


有一個女人,大家都誇她煮菜很好吃,於是,每次聚餐的時候大家在打麻將嘮家常的時候,她在準備餐點。

有一個職員,領導覺得他很能幹,於是,在公司組織大家旅遊的時候,他留守,因為領導覺得,如果在大家都出門的時候,突 然有了什麼工作,只有他有能力獨自完成。

有一個音樂創作人,他的作品捧紅了幾個歌手,於是,老闆在推新人的時候讓他為新人創作一首歌,並告訴他,這個新人紅不紅全看你了。

有一個學生,成績一直排名年級第一,於是其他同學休息的時候玩耍的時候享受青春的時候,他一直埋首在書本裡面。

有一個人,大家都說他樂於助人,於是,別人有做不完的工作、搬不動的貨物、還不上的錢、沒空照顧的花草寵物都會找到他,他除了自己的生活之外,又負擔了各種人的各種生活。

有一個人,大家都說他是個好的傾訴對象,於是,大家失業了失戀了、跟朋友吵架了、丟錢了都會找他傾訴,他每次都停下手邊的工作,聽大家的困擾,挖空心思給予對方勸解安慰。

如果那個一直煮菜的女人有一天因為某種原因沒有為大家準備餐點,
大家應該會說:她什麼時候變的這麼自私懶惰,大家不是也是看她做菜好吃才讓她做的嘛,自己有點本事就不知道北了。

如果那個能力很強的職員有一天只是做了自己份內的工作,
經理應該會說:這樣的員工真是沒有集體榮譽感,經常分配工作給他是看得起他,幫同事分擔一點又不會死。


如果那個創作人的歌碰巧沒有捧紅那個新人,
老闆應該會說:這個人對工作太不負責了,明知道是公司砸重金的新人,卻不用盡全力創作,擺明了是讓公司的錢打水漂。

如果那個學生不小心有次考到了第二名,
老師應該會說:這樣的學生應該沒什麼潛力能挖掘了,這麼努力學卻退步了,以後也應該沒什麼機會繼續進步了。

如果那個樂於助人的人有天拒絕了幫別人把煤氣罐抬上樓,
那個人應該會對鄰居說:人都是會變啊,這社會真是越來越冷漠了。
如果那個知心大姐某次拒絕了傾聽一個人的怨念,
或許那個人會說:世界上又不是就剩你一個人了,又不是非和你聊天,幹嘛裝出一副不愛理人的樣子,我已經很慘了,真是一點同情心都沒有的人。
或許你這樣怨念過誰,或許你曾經遭遇過這種怨念。
《我的青春誰做主》中的高齊說過一句話:好人都是被架上去的,一旦架上去就下不來了,所以就只能一直當好人。

當好人很累,而且一旦有天覺得疲倦,很可能就會馬上從一個好人變成大家口中的壞人。
就像一個人堅強久了,偶爾受傷的時候也不會有人安慰。
就像一個人自己做了很多決定,偶爾拿不定主意的時候也沒人會給個可借鑒的建議。
就像一個人很大度,所以大家對他開的玩笑也越來越狠,越來越離譜。
我不要做個好人,我想要好好的保護自己。




請記得,我不是個好人。
好人都是被架上去的,一旦架上去就下不來了,所以就只能一直當好人
這句話真的讓人倍感認同
人就好像被訂定了角色 生活上也同時被貼上標籤。

。。有時做好人並不比當壞人來的快樂。。

April

THE busy march past!
Thank god that I’m still strong..[I din fall yet]
I learnt lotz during these days..[even It was not the real mii shown on this week]><
Basically get tru all these due to deadline of assignment n seeing the UGLY TRUTH  tat I would not wan to know..*sigh*
Btw,gonna accept the fact..with a smile on my face n Yvonne chia—YOU CAN DO IT!![even beta than tat mayb]


NO pain..='(

S.M.U.D.G.E

Kip on tellin’ myself : 
perhaps I not supposed to do tat;
perhaps that’s not wat he want to be;
perhaps things will better after all;
perhaps that’s not soo worse..><||
Cant really stand it cz after all,I felt I’M NOOB| damn noobz!!!! [cant believe tat I’m a fool again]

FTW!
hatred ppl who does not appreciate ppl’s hard work!!!*wth*
puttin’ my effort all in vain made mii dam freakin pissed off!!!
Yaya..Yvonne is tough[stm]!!!imma get stronger..*god bless*
can i ?

Bear in mind:
No one has the patience to hear you finished your story, because everyone has their own things to say;
No one likes to hear you complain about life, because everyone has their own pain; 
world most lonely, the world willing to listen to, there is rarely have those customary silence people. 
I do not want to bring their past to others, those who struggle in the nightmare of the lonely, deserted, or over time, gradually indifferent.

没有人有耐心听你讲完自己的故事,因为每个人都有自己的话要说;没有人喜欢听你抱怨生活,因为每个人都有自己的苦痛;世人多半寂寞,这世界愿意倾听,习惯沉默的人,难得几个。我再也不想对别人提起自己的过往,那些挣扎在梦魇中的寂寞,荒芜,还是交给时间,慢慢淡漠。

Be positive-take it as a motivation to urself!!!!
[gambateh kundasai]^______________^

Happy_Birthday

0403
Hepi birthday to my dear daddy..[luv ya!!]
Yoyoyo~here's my lovely dad!!!
[look young huh~]
Yaya,he's young!!alw in my heart...hehe..^____________________^
He' my dad!yea~i hv a sporting n friendly dad!!!
He's PERFECT for mii..
No doubt,he's the one i ♥LOVE the most in this world!!♥♥[he loves mii too..]=P

.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥..♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥..♥
Dear Gary,wishin' you "HEPI BURFDAYZ!!!"
-stay hansem n healthy always-
♥♥.LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!.♥♥

Sunday, March 20, 2011

HOME

=home sweet home=
.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥..♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥..♥.
Yea!!i’m back home!!!
Hv been fortnight din back HOME!!!!♥♥I LOVE MY HOME!!♥♥
Miss the warmth from home..”home sweet home”
Tat’s hw truth till u feel it by yrself^^ [eg: the shower n etc.]
FAN added in room n air-cond get fixed..[tat’s lil’ changes I found ]
Dad bought mii 2shirts…so nice n I really really like it so muchie^^
♥♥*luv dad!!*♥♥
cXcXdile shirt^^
suit with the short..*like the match*

FAMA went for the RED occasion while SISTERS went for the WHITE occasion..
Anyway,do hope ppl alw stay in PINK health…do appreciate life ya!!!

ppl HAPPY n ppl SAD at the same moment..==
 ..that's LIFE..
Was being driver for my mum n neighbor—uncle LIM said thanks to mii make mii feel so  weird nia-
Is Saturday!!!!!yo~alone at home thinking wat to do next..><
cam-whore maybe..n_n..
kinda emo huh~
left doggie♥♥n mii at home..><
sleepy doggie
had my fav snack!!!![arrow-head]
while online-ing,blogging & tv-ing….FAT!!!!==
special from mummy^^
btw,i'm DEAD BROKE...bcz of my lappy...[charger n mouse..]
charger frm US not selling at m'sia?
acer mouse~

get myself this thin thin mouse so my wrist wont get hurt for holding a rounded mouse for too loong..
gt some brand new accessories for my acer..imma start saving frm now on..><..[seeing the bottom of PTPTN]
love being at home..[princess-ing]♥♥♥

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Summary

Frozen my blog for TEN dayz…
So decided to blog while lolz..
Let’s summarize wat I did in tat 2 weeks time:-

1.Malaca
to get data, din forget to hv a nite walk thr!!*satisfy + tiring*
Cz sesat in the small town for 2 hours plus…ZOMG~
We managed to get wat we need but NOT in complete form lo..==
From the JONKER WALK: Here’s a lovely pencil case I get for myself + the RED applez pin..[cute huh~]
is NICE!!


   2.Teeth
I had appointment with dentist at PK while classing after half n h of the appointment..
Kinda rush~~~><
Dentist ask mii to pull off my gigi_susu..*dowan*
So only tampal gigi lolz…it was quite fast.so I managed to attend WC class lolz..
Too long frm now till I almost forgotten until my mother asked mii…
[how sweet…nomatter how busy she is she’ll NEVER  forgetmy stuff]
♥♥♥♥*luv mum!!*♥♥♥♥
 
3.  Dinner 

with pliny + SKA..at serdang..
wat so special of the dina?is abt the “paper_wrap_chicken”..
yup,no doubt,is the chicken..we went all the way from bangi to serdang just for THEM♥♥...!!!!
WRAPED by paper^^
opened!!

delicious!!

Well,lucky tat it din bring us down…my yummy supper..^^
Made mii gain weight!!!><..[but worth it..]
haha~~
pork n chicken n vege..


4. NEW TUNE
this the poster!ROX!!
 Went to the new tune concert at UKM.
Is abt singing n dancing show..or I should named it as performance by the club..
I saw their passion on the stage BUT yet…not so nice as wat I expect..
To be honest..is not easy to succeed a BIG Chinese concert here…so…really omn~~~*clap*

  5.Stress!!!!!!!
These days I’m so freaking stress up!!!
with a stack of assignment..*headache*
I ain’t no stress on study just I din think abt it..[i decided to KIV till I get my assignment done!!!]
But then I found tat it will be lotz consequences tat I wouldn't want to know…so I’m doin mentally avoid…*sigh*
Thanks for my frenz frm ♥♥ OUR group ♥♥ supporting mii n Sammy for those mail n video..[I felt BAD for almost forget u birthday..==]
By the way,I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE who’s suffering..so..let’s us “+u” tgt!!!!
jia you!! ♥♥JJ♥♥

Well, sometime I complain dun min I wan nor need anything frm ya..
mayb jz being a gud listener is more than enuf for mii..==haihz==

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

KIY_DINA

It’s a busy day..
Morning class I’m LUCKY enuf to hv this speaking session with my gangz in the English class..^^[cz lecturer picked randomly]
It goes kinda smooth but the room is too stuffy + warm..*uncomfortable*

After the class was rushing for my assignment then nid to go to DECTAR  for the fully rehearsal for tonite college dinner..
Joined college dinner as usher..din know usher was that important..till this dinner lolz..
3 useful usher^^
Basically is abt the opening ceremony n giving speech time tat we gonna do our duty..><
Is not really difficult but..bored..T^T..
lunch provided but is TASTELESS…
Walk abt 1km distance back frm KTHO—KIY..
then rest while n 8pm we nid gather at DECTAR ..

Slept for few min n tat’s it..
kena pakai baju kebaya..==|||[thank god that I got one frm jenn jenn..]
& light make up needed for sure…=))
proud of us [angang,satsat n mii] tat we managed to "gaotim’’ avthing..within 10 minutes!!!!!!wow~~=P
RED kebaya^^
angang need to stand ON THE STAGE for her duty …she’s pretty ♥♥with fenfen’s pinky kebaya n her 15cm high heels…*clap*clap*clap*..[this is her FIRST time wearing high heels but no fall down (choi~) nor even leg pain]…XD
satsat n angang
satsat REALLY REALLY look like malay or some say nyonya..with susan’s kebaya on..XD
nvm..even if she’s malay gurl..she oso looks like a ♥♥ PRETTY♥♥malay…
chinese gurl!!
nervous-ing n finally get our stuff done..but missed out the chance to snap photo with the gurls gang..=’(
dinner
the food were nicer than last yer but not the programme…X_X..
this is the only picz of us at the round table..♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥..
10 gurlz

THANKS soo much to angang & satsat…joining activities with u gurls is really enjoyable n memorable..it was really tiring n pressuring …well…all ady OVER !!!!!*wohoo*
-salam highlanders-..XD