Monday_Blue

It's Monday!

raining~

Morning,peepz!Is a rainy day.

Ass kicked by younger sister..[ reluctant to get outta of warmmie bed!]
She has a date so I’m needed to get up before she left the house..><
Woke up in a blur-ly condition at the gloomy dayz..@@”♥ HOT milo ♥ is the BEST breakfast ever at this moment..[warmth].^_^.

My holiday goin to end,n my day and night turnin vice-versa..

that’s y I’m used to be insomnia.X_X

Normally my life will be snaking in the morning/noon [being a couch potato] 

till av noon/evening do nursing duty^^

er..i could say tht I barely hard spend own time for my own instead;

basically mostly for other as in help to take k of my grandma these days![meaningful huh~]

Noon:moneey use her working break time to visit her auntie^^
So imma following mummy to auntie place incase she drive back alone later.=)

Reached CHERAS!The notie n playful HIN_HIN wanna follow her popo,my auntie along!!
gosh!he’s soooo ♥CUTE!!!& uncontrolable!!
[I surrender!!cz he kip on wanna play in the car make mii feel dizzy!!@@”””]*beh tahan*

i tortured by the CUTE him.><

Auntie brought us to the OLD FOLKS’ HOME tht she in charge of..
[There’s FOUR of them,but we only went for TWO]
It’s my FIRST TIME to visit the OLD FOLKS’ HOME!!*excited*

FIRST located at CHERAS-opposite her housing area.

It is a banglow!
The olddiez stay here need to pay monthly fees cz they hv lotsa maid will serve them well^^
oops,the OLD FOLKS’ HOME hv the OLD OLD smell..[is NOT smelly BUT jz their smell==]

I take a round in the banglow.[even the building looks old but the facilities for them is enuf!]
Old peepz dun need any entertainment other than tv,I guess~
Those who can walk will be placed at the second floor n those who hv difficulty stay at the first floor.
My auntie avday will get fresh vege for the maid to cook for them!
They aren’t pathetic as what we usually see on TV ..they just live ♥peacefully in there..

PHOTO(S)

Wheel chairz ade!

the rooms!old but clean~

those kakak busy dlm kicthen。

those beds!

2 dogz thr!

SECOND located at SALAK SOUTH new village-near DESA PETALING

It’s a banglow TOO!!
This is slightly different from the FIRST wan cz the oldies stay here with FOC!
All sponsored by those Richie peepz as my auntie do n others politicianz..
It counted as a “rumah kebajikan” I guess..[is still under renovation!]
BUT this is so kimochi to stay in.cz avthing is NEW!!
So far not all gong gong popo shift here yet,cz still need to built up the second floor of the banglow^^
auntie explained to us wat n wat usage of those places in the house.[I learnt lots!]

PHOTO(S) 

main entrance.

those beds.

the stair case2upper floor.

in the store rooms' corner.

nice view frm the window.^^

oldies gong gong popo who stay in OLD FOLKS’ HOME doesn’t mean they abandon by their offspring but some of them feel lonely to stay at home..[how positive & how tough they are!!]*salute*

P/S:really proud of them cz they hv courage to accept the ugly truth..=D*cheeerz*

**Hope tht I could hv time to work thr as volunteer next time~

Rushed back home for the replacement of work from nini.[she can’t make it back n still outing with frenz]
I’m a gud sista!*tsk*
lucky can make it,didn’t late to work!*lol*
getting ready n TIGER mode on..^^

goin to work.

see the "X"?

X=mama told mii gud gurl don’t drink huh..=)

Obvious mark?many customer asked mii abt this “tattoo”..*lol*

overseas!my working place today.

2 hours work frm 7pm-9pm!!*lucky*
[my paid count on function,so today I chaoz early cz I finished my task within tht 2 hours]=D
hand chilled till cramped!!><
nth much abt today work but heppie thing is ppl tot I was STILL secondary school student.
[I’m still young huh~]*wink*

Back home n strait drive to see my granny..0-0.[with my spec on!]

spec on to drive at nite.

I knew mama really exhausted so I gonna drive her there..[pity her even she’s so called iron woman.]
stayed there to helped along mama&auntie to do the cleanin n washing wound duty..=’(*ouch*
[As usual,siapa tak tau is manyakitkan?!have to do it jugak…hope she can operate asap]

back home ard 12am..==”
taken supper cooked by ♥kajie![fattening yet yummy^^]

my supper!*burp*

I think is too tired..so I couldn’t fall asleep even till now..
deadbeat..*beh tahan*

I need to rest …

toodlez~
“1..2..3..4..5..sheepz…”

Ditto

again & again..
This is so happening;
being a silly is sth i hatred the MOST of myself!dammit!
[WHY m i being a NOOB now n alw?!]*sigh*

p/s:NOT to start my emo mode but i must get rid of this,i knew i should BUT i couldn't..T^T

Can u pls get out of my mind?
I ain't tht care abt ya,do i ?[well,i not sure.]
Whatever is it..
I get a way to sue a away outta my wall!!!!
Imma HIDE ya..avthing abt u !!
I don't know anything abt you!
AND I don't want to know anything bout you!!*finger crossed*

A mail after 3months plus...
lotsa thingz changed..
We still the same![we are what we are .]
so wt do u expect frm mii?[i do wry abt it but i don't want to ask cz i'm afraid of the answer.]><
I feel sorry tht i couldn't lend you a hand even i know is needed.
yet,i'm NOT selfish BUT is just not the way it supposed to be!*cry for the moon*
=="""

♥ Best wishes to u'all no matter what happen..。^_^。

Sorry

Sorry2mii.

These days kip on complaining abt those fark up stuff..

Things jz dun goes well as wt i expected..

Loong sigh n complaint in the early morning till now..

screw up my day..

Hoping things will turn well soon..*pray hard*

Finding a way to throw out my frustrated rubbish in my mind..[stuck]

It keep blowing mii off..*sigh*

I wish i could hv a good day after all..[god bless~]

Perhaps mindset is important ..

should ♥LOVE  myself more..indeed..

“  Say sorry to yourself because you were once tough to yourself for someone. 

跟自己说声对不起，因为曾经为了别人难为了自己。”

-from penguin-

[after the long essay sent to her hp jz to complaint]

懂得

气。

刚到家，累垮了；听到的都是别人所要表达的。【若能多体谅就好了。】

一大清早，明明那不是我的事，干嘛我要这么上心？

气我自己总是爱那别人的错误来惩罚自己。【若我能不理就好了。】
花了一个早上的时间，换来的仍是一句自私的“回报”。【算了。】

为什么可以酱…………？！

在气头上，总把话说得那么潇洒：真的能说不理就不理吗？*叹气*

被人误解的下午，不甘心。o(︶︿︶)o

傍晚在看着那些所谓的护士……【妈的】

病人叫到没气了、紧急铃也按了好几次，都没人理。
有啊！只是走过来看看，然后讲了一个字：TUNGGU.【我真的很想投诉！！！】

╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮

身为护士必备条件就是爱心、耐心和同情心。

若你连那么基本的条件都没有，请你站在一边！！(#‵′)凸

NOOB nurse！！><

疼。

每天看着她手上的淤青越来越多：久久不散；越来越消瘦、憔悴……【看了都心疼。】

在医院呆上了老半天，等待……（¯﹃¯）

今天奶奶要洗肾，那不守时的护理，白白浪费了我们的时间，唯有“忍”。【政府医院嘛。】
医生解释了一遍，在签字后就把奶奶推到六楼去治疗了。

她的眼神表露出她的惧怕，但我们却只能给予安慰、鼓励的话。

三个小时……忐忑不安。【担心的是奶奶的疼痛。】

出来了，她的眼角上很明显有泪迹。

大腿上多了一道管子，插在那两寸长的刀口上。【惨不忍睹】

我的妈啊！我实在看不下去……

医生说要教妈咪怎样帮她换尿布，洗伤口。

隔着那粉橙色的窗帘布，仍然很清楚地听见她疼痛的呻吟声。*OUCH*

不忍心，转过头去；不看、 不听。(╯﹏╰）

心酸……泪不禁掉下，鼻子呛呛酸酸的，喉咙也很痛。

想哭又不能哭出来。【憋着，很辛苦。】

泪，被那黑色的粗框眼镜掩饰了。

不能让她看见，假装没事：回过头和隔壁的阿姨聊天。

阿姨也懂得那种心酸，她也深同感觉得到那样的痛。

阿姨的故事：她入院因车祸，严重的夺去了她丈夫的性命；侥幸的她会坚强活下来。*钦佩*
她说“女人最痛” –要生过孩子才懂得。曾经差点儿小产的她分享了她的经历……
虽然事隔那么多年，对他而言，依旧历历在目。【阿姨真的很伟大！】

P/s:妈妈真的很伟大~~ O(∩_∩)O~【我不会是那么伟大的女生。】

窗帘被拉开的，奶奶没再喊疼了。*擦干她的泪*

“刚才很疼吗？”

“疼，比洗肾还疼。”

“奶奶，你真的很厉害！”

【她顿时露出了涟漪的苦笑。】

看似怜悯的她，并非想象中的那么懦弱；是时候要show 一下她的kuat，她的坚强和勇敢值得赞扬！！！*赞~赞~赞*

当然还是疼痛的，她左脚的伤 + 右腿的插管…o(>﹏<)o

完全可以感觉到她下半身的疼痛，唯一她能做的就只有念经。【感恩奶奶是虔诚的佛教徒，愿她能得到上天的庇佑，顺利的闯过这一关。】

加油，奶奶……↖(^ω^)↗*Gambateh!*

在去年的这个时候，我的脚伤让我深深体会到我这辈子的最痛。

但这段日子里，我体验到……

最痛的并不是失去某人或某事，而是当你看着你爱的人受折磨那种无奈。

宁愿当下受苦的人是我，至少不会那么疼痛。真的痛……=’(

也许，在生命中有许多的崎岖；只要我们坚强，一切都会过去的。【坚信着~】

Partie_Nite

Birthday_Nite

:: DICY ♥ & KK ♥ ::

back from birthday party@SENTUL
heyheyhey..is my friend's birthday on the next day!
But since it will be a weekday so he's party-ing tonite!! Prepare-well,grab the lil' gift for HIM n thr we depart!!

Dicy Sew's!

kajie is goin with mii cz is KK's birthday too^^[u'll get to see the 2 hansem main character(s) photo by scrolling down]=))

Dress up casually n chaoz~[imma driver today.]Well,thanks to Steph for the simple curly hair^^

BLUE & WHITE choosen instead of BLACK.

Thanks GOD tht we didnt get lost cz we hv the google map via SonyEricsson_Andriod..[kajie's hp]
Finally we reached Dicy's house..
We were little bit late for it but yet...the cake cutting ceremony not started yet^^[timing ngam ngam hou]
Was trying to get some drinks..but thr hv no any drinks except BEER & ORANGE..[watde..=="]

WHITE beerz!

Just sitting down n chit chat with the birthday boii ^^[yea,he's friendly + nice as wat i tot!]*wink*
I like the shirt^^[i min ur GREEN shirt..=P]

SISTERS& the bday boii^^

photo-ing n here come the cake cutting session!!!
Gosh!Dennis is getting mad n come over start his forcing beer "duty"..X_X
darn it!!!!kinda hard to escape..*screaming for DICY!!!*but lucky my dear kajie n phui ee is over thr!!![feel warmth cz they willing to helped ii^^]

I love u both!!♥♥

I didn't drink cz i need to drive back..[I do know the way back home,k?!]
The temperature in the partie getting down due to the2main kaki ady kinda drunk..XD
many different gangz over thr ..[futsal kaki,ACCA,sunway kaki..etc.etc...]
but the MBS-ian r the MOST CRAZIEE..~~@@"
Taken lotsa photo before back home..

the ONLY pic of us^^

kinda tired n drove in a peaceful atmosphere cz jie drunk cz of mii..[she even vomited!]*guilty*
once again wishing both of the hansem(s) "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!"*Huggiesz*

the 21 & 22!!

p/s:Lesson of today,i cant drink..@@"[i knew it!]

Back2School

S.J.K.(C)Confucian

confucian!

Proud to say tht's my Primary School!!!
After 10 years,imma back to school..[for my class teacher's retirement!]

The main character : 吴少华老师！！♥♥

thanks,teacher!*wink*

After contributing to this school nearly abt 26years..there she is retiring today..*salute*

Seriously gonna feel grateful tht she was our standard six class teacher..[she's strict enuf!]

Those dayz : she used to gave us tons of hmk n spelling + dictation ; avday gt exercise n essay to do!!!=="[hectic primary life!!]

well,all is over!!!*thanks god!*XD

Went back with 2 of my friend..[i was lil' disappointed cz i did sms many peepz but nobody can make it on tht day.><]*sigh*

even the next class student back as alumni is more than our class students..='(

That morning drove all the way to school n a little bit late for the retirement ceremony..

Well,glad tht our monitor did back for it even jz while..

gosh!i miss those time when i was a kid..[how cute n lovely when i see those kidz:they r so mini size^^]

They r all so adorable n obedient!!n_n ♥

The next day is her bday!!

so there is a lil' celebration for her n refreshment was ready for ALL the alumni n teachers!!

Had a nice eating session with OLD teachers & OLD friends!!^^

all of us!^^

OUR teachers were so friendly♥ with us,not as those olden day when they used to be strict..X_X

Many of the teachers ady leave the school n heading to another better position!![congrats n GOD bless]

The most touching part is cikgu LEE still remember mii after 14 years!!!*hugz*

my lovely teacher with gud memory!^^

Of cz didn't forget to take ONE round ard the school and see what changes...==??
Lotsa things changed n yet OUR heart n feeling still the same..♥♥

shcool hall!

school canteen!

school library!

school basketball court!

[the photo album]

SPECIAL THANKS to yuen pieng for remind us  back wat happened in our study life..*aprreciated*

had a nice sharing session at school canteen!!![till the BELL rang n kids FINISHED school!!]=))

Famine_30 (2)

SECOND DAY wrap-out!

clip my hair to work!IKO~~

This day will be a busy day.

Getting up early n well-prepared!let’s go for duty!!
Skip Breakfast cz FASTing..[kinda hungry]~~(╯﹏╰)~~

Reach thr to register at 8 plus.

Once reach thr.gonna go for early briefing ,then start duty!

my duty location.

My duty place is at the back stage entrance, to block ppl for getting in to the rooms at the back stage as in those rooms are specially for the VVIP/VIP..[celebrity lolz]^^

we are special sek-Q who hv privilege to walk ard at the back stage cz we have this ANGRY_BIRD sticker on our duty tag!![proud huh~]

My SPECIAL tag^^

jie's normal tag.=P

But freezing while on duty cz the air cond is sooooooo cold ..*put on jacket*[even FLU~]
x3x

Back stage hv first aid room & washroom for OKU.
so we only allowed OKU,st.John & patient ,celebrities and reporters to enter the back stage.[NOT even others volunteers]
may be should named ourselves as guard instead of sek-Q..=D

Seeing many many OKU in-n-out from the washroom feeling so touched..=’(I really impressed with their omn tht even they r the unlucky group but most of them with their wheelchair,still supporting this event n hungry with us!!

is really sth touch my heart..=))

my duty back stage group member.^_^.

There r many reporters from Sin Chew..[I guess they come to interview the star!!]
Here comes a reporter from u-time magazine[for uni]..
she was so blur tht could not find anyone to interview with n asked for my help.[so random]
I answered few question from her.[didn’t really take it seriously cz I were kinda blur too..]
but she’s friendly..^_^.

Tonight the hall is fulfilled by 9thousand ppl!!!!
more than wat i tot.my god!!peepz thr were so energectic man!!!!!

can u see?ALL seat are FULL!!!!

No doubt,get to see lots superstar tht night..
is my FIRST time be in a concert:cz I DON’T like crowded place with screaming n packed ..><

But this time,I can stand peacefully at a side n njoy the concert whole day long for the countdown moment with fresh air!!!!^^[nonid become sardine as the participants do.]*tsk*
seriously LIVE show is awesome!!!!!!!!!*screaming inner lolz*

The BEST part ever is when DannyOne ♥♥ on the stage!!zomg!
He’s talented..[sugoi desu~]
I ♥LOVE his songz：♫♫♫ useless n siapa ♫♫♫..

i like the way he singing n playing the iPad as piano..
omg!gonna say he’s dam charming even not hansem..lolz..^^*blush*

I wonder why DanielLee n 朱浩仁 Cant be famous cz they can sing !![it’s fate!]
Ah niu is this year’s “kind-hearted-angel” so he came out at the last performance!really like this ♥theme song so much!!!!!![click here for the video.]
we had a great ending with the counting down by holding a V-soy to “yam-sheng”..^^
that moment was the BEST!!♥

SOYA n bread given!

Makan after the 30 hours empty tummy..makan-ed n continue to clean up the mess at level 1..[the hall]
picking up rubbish tht can be recycle..
Get everything done n is thanks giving & photo session!!!

sek-Q team: a'beng ~a'beng!!!!!

ENDING speech~

I’m glad tht I could be part of the volunteer of this camp cz is a lil’ thing I can contribute.[yet I dun hv enuf money to donate now]
why I say so?

Cause the ppl who join this camp donated money to help those kids.
so with our help to work this event out is wt can I do even I’m a SMALL potato!!^^

The whole camp end like tht!
i will be back for the next year..^^[is really meaningful]

p/s:is a promise to myself when next time I could afford,
surely will be sponsoring a child on their living cost!!!